I was so naive.

God will bless me. 

Allow me to update some things here, before I get my ass on studying. They’re mainly gonna be Thank you(s).

I finished updating my 2009 Organizer cum Diary which I’ve abandoned months ago. I regretted it because I realize how 2009 is ending and I left 60% of the pages empty when I could have at least jot down some memories in point forms, knowing I’ve been through quite a lot within the past few months. It’s always better to have something than nothing, no?

Well, at least I was able to recall and jot down some notes on the past few days events. (:

On a non-related note, things have been spilling out. And that’s an advantage for me. I think they’re just meant for me to find out. Thank you god.

Back to the main point of this post; I would like to thank my friends and family for always being here/there for me. Showering me with your never ending love, care and support. It makes me feel bad in a way, because I can’t do the same for each and every one of you. The fact that we are still close, even when we are of different schools and leading different lives (for some), we managed to catch up with one another, and you guys were willing enough to ask me if I’m alright and my well being. You don’t know how such a simple gesture can cheer me up, especially when we had not talked for quite some time probably due to our busy schedules and many commitments. But whatever your intentions are, I hope they were good. (:

Note: Not in any particular order.

My Bs � Shamira Khair and Hanis Azmi

You girls have been a lovely bunch. You girls have been with me through the ups and downs. We had our ups and downs ourselves, but we always fixed things and get back together. I’m glad to have met you girls. You two give me honest remarks and opinions, you girls are fun and yet sensible when you have to, on the right time. I’m happy to see you girls grow. Things change, we change. We’ve shared so many life experiences together, you both taught me to get myself up when I fall, be strong and always have hope. You two constantly remind me not to give up. There’s many more and I can’t put them in words. Bottom line is: I love you two.

Nad

Dear cousin, knowing you’re my closest cousin and that I can always share my stuff with you and trust you is comforting. I’m glad to have such a bond between us. I’m glad we are open and you share your side on things too. I know you’re strong babe. What happened last Friday proved something. (: I hope things will get better for you. Enjoy your holidays while it last, because seriously, you need it and deserve it! I miss having sleepovers at yours. I only had one at your new place. I think I’ve plans lined up for us during my holidays. (: If all goes well.. Love you take care.

NicoleML, Tiara H.

Nicole and Tiara, thanks for bringing joy and laughter into my life. I’m glad enough to still be close with you two, partly because we are in RP and we go home together most of the time. And some other stuff that we share in common. ;) You two have your own ways of cheering me up when I’m down. You girls are loud and always smiling, to the extend it worries me when any one of you are quiet. But then again, I know you’re just feeling down, just like everyone else. Thank you both for the recent sharing of the Java or Lava Brownie ice cream (lol) and the New Moon outing yesterday and yoghurt sharing. Although me catching New Moon was a bad idea, some how. Hehe. I just want you to know, whatever that you girls are going through, good or bad, they’ve hurt you but they made you stronger and we know there are more to come. <3 xoxo

Erma Artina

Erma! Although we don’t talk that often and I rarely see you in school, we still read each other’s blog, and I still tell you things like we always do back in secondary school. I just want you to know that, no matter how life, parents boyfriend have been hard on you, you’ll get over it. Have faith and hope. Never stop believing. Love you sweetheart.

Fadli

Thanks for everything, from being irritating and not getting what I’m saying many times, whining all about you know who, yet giving me advices. These past events have really brought us closer. Thanks for listening to my complaints. I hope things will get better on your side, and my side. It may even be the end for both of us. Whatever it is, thanks for uh fad! (:

My E35Gs � Esp. Nadia Mo, Liyana, Faisal, Fadhli Azmi, Bibi and the rest.

Nadia and Liyana, thanks for accompanying me for break the other time. It was nice to meet you two and update you guys, and to know how you guys are doing. May we go for short breaks together weekly, and talk about everything. (: love you both.

To Fai and Fad, thanks for asking me how I was doing and giving me words of encouragement. I really miss you two jokers of the class. I don’t have people like you in my sem2 class. ): Well, at least I get to see you two once a while.  Bibi also! Thanks for asking. (: Last long you two! Study hard, you hardworking girl! ;) take care. And I miss all of you E35G.

Secret holders � Fadly

Thanks Fadly. Saw your post. (: I’ve yet to catch up with you on things. We didn’t talk much the last time partly because I needed space. Now that I’m pretty settled, will talk to you soon alright? And see ya around too, if I’m lucky. Take care!

To others and my E36Ps - I’m sorry if you don’t see your name here. Not that I missed you out. (: Thanks so much!