As for the conflicts within myself, I have and I will break through. Apparently this morning I was able to succumb to everything within a minute or two. It was like a never ending gush of thoughts. Well, it helped. Action speaks louder than words though. I have to grow up. Shallow oh. 

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
You: heelllllooo
Stranger: Hello
You: is this munirah?
Stranger: YES
You: FINALLY!
Stranger: omg i know it took a while
You: ya precisely! the world is small after all
Stranger: Hey I heard from your dad that... well... you are coming out of the closet, is that true?
You: omg..
You: my dad told you
Stranger: yah
You: well..
Stranger: Me and your dad are like besties sometimes
You: believe me, i had no idea.
You: what else did he say
Stranger: lol
Stranger: he said that he and your mum had made a wager on it and he had won
You: holy.. did he also tell you i had a crush on you since we were kids .
Stranger: Yeah
You: :O
You: i guess there's no use of hiding.
You: I LOVE YOU MUNIRAH.
Stranger: I L OVE YOU TOO!!!
Stranger: Omg i am so happy
Stranger: finally
You: :') me too.
You: omg its like a load of our chests
Stranger: you said it
You: so should we go public?
Stranger: It's okay, i've thought you are sexy too
Stranger: maybe i don't know
You: ditto.
You: well i'm so happy i'm gonna buy myself a donut now. see ya later .. love. :)
Stranger: cya love you ;)
Stranger: hey one last thing
You: yeah?
Stranger: it' silly
Stranger: nah don't worry
Stranger: See you later love;)
You: oh c;mon!
You: the suspense is killing me here
Stranger: Hahaha it was stupid don't worry
Stranger: a stupid idea
Stranger: nothing more
You: alright i'll get it out of you later :). cya tonight ?
Stranger: Enjoy your donut, and yes i'll see you tonight!
You: <3
You have disconnected.

I'm trying my best to be positive.

Guess I gotta let go..

"You're not the same darl. You're not the girl I used to know, love and care for.."

Do you know that there are different endings for Paranormal Activity?