It’s Friday.
I had a bad start. I saw two accidents on the way to school. There was a traffic jam and I was late for school, but my faci marked me as present. Phew.

Oh the funny thing was that the accident was just a few metres after the sign “Speed Kills.” HAHA

Buddy came online and said, “Thank god you’re safe..”
HAHA

Marketing wasn’t that bad today. We had a debate.

I feel happy today.
My friends gave me weird comments like,
“You have band practice later?”
“You look like Hannah Montana. You got concert later?”

Anyways, I’m hungry. My stomach’s growling.

I was doing my quiz halfway and the internet connection was cut off. FML!

Alright, I’m gonna do my RJs and upload pics and ugh, eat!

OH EM GEE. My grandmother just bought zebra printzzz leggings. -.-

Similar, just zebra.

No comments. Sometimes I think she's over.

Ciao.

Sick.

UT1’s over. Phew. I am very thankful. UTs are stressful okay. I must not study last minute for UT2. Plus, UT2 covers more problems :/

Whatever.

I had yong tau foo curry for dinner, haven’t had such nice food for months.
And Day 1 Diet was successful. I managed to just eat 6 samosas, 1 cupcake, 1 packet of hello panda biscuits and ice chocolate. :D

No meal til evening.

Never thought I would find it hard not to eat. Seriously, my friends was eating cup noodles in class, they’re so tempting.

I gotta end here. I have to finish up my RJ and quiz. And my other RJs. I need CE points! :D

That rose in the previous post was taken by me btw. No editing. I love it. 

I am serious about deleting my FB account, I want to.

And, thank god my friend(s) forgot to get my waffles.

I was contemplating to eat or not to eat. They decided for me. (:

The next time I should eat would be evening maybe.

I’m tired, seriously, physically and mentally. Sigh.

Are we trying too hard?

ILY

November 16: New Moon in Scorpio

What is your passion? Is there something you want so badly that you feel like if it doesn't come true you will have missed out on something important? Few signs are as intense, driven and powerful as Scorpio; now is your chance to put everything you've got into furthering your goals and dreams. This is a time of new beginnings. But to get what you want, you need to let go of whatever is not working and anything that has outlived its usefulness, whether that is an attitude or a life situation that no longer fits who you are today. Invest now in something you want to grow and become more important in your life. At the full Moon later this month, you'll have a chance to stand back and take a look at what you've accomplished!

I am talking to a friend, who coincidentally (for the umpteenth time) is in a deep shit too. I realized my positive mindset and personality is what kills you. I’m sorry. I have to stand on my own feet too. And by that, I have to make myself feel better by thinking positively and having a strong front. I am not who you see. I am weak. I am selfish. I am bad. I am ugly. I am insecure. I am full of myself. And the list goes on..

I AM trying my best not to shed a tear. Cause it ain’t worth it, just yet. I’m sorry I’m too frank sometimes. And that’s another thing that probably killed you.

If you realized, I don’t point anything at you. I believe the problem lies in me. I’m trying my best to fix everything. But some things just can’t be fixed. Like how I can’t contain my fury.

If this is what happens when you love someone too much, I’d rather not love anyone at all. This is how selfish I am.